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The Sacred Heart

"Being apostles of mercy means touching and soothing the wounds that today afflict the bodies and souls of many of our brothers and sisters.”

“Curing these wounds, we profess Jesus,
 

"O Sacred Heart of Jesus, for whom it is impossible not to have compassion on the afflicted, have pity on us poor sinners and grant us the grace which we ask of You, through the Sorrowful and Immaculate heart of Mary, Your tender mother and ours." (from the Novena to the Sacred Heart)

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The image above is from an "Entering Canaan" weekend we had one summer at  "Camp St Joseph". The theme I chose was "Living in the heart of Jesus". One of things we asked the women to do was to write their names on the board of the Sacred Heart you see in front of the altar.

Many wrote their names within the heart, some wrote them in the white area surrounding the heart, some on the edges, and others deep in the middle of His Sacred Heart.

There is no question that our names are etched into the heart of Jesus in spite of any sins we may have comitted. He calls us to His embrace, telling us this is so, but when we are immersed in pain and working our way to healing, it is sometimes hard to see or believe that we are within His heart. In fact, we may even be fearful of being there for fear of his judgement. We may still not believe such a sin can be forgiven. Still, we are always there in His heart, whether we will to be or not. The question is, how open are we to allowing Him in our hearts? Our signature can be a reflection of this. A sign of where we are in our healing.

As our healing grows, we recognize and want to be in His heart. We do not judge by our feelings which can be fleeting and changing depending on our moods, or the events of the day, but instead by a "knowing". A knowing that He is working in our lives, has forgiven us if we have confessed, and is leading us deeper into His heart and a life with Him.

As we write our names, are we in the white section, distant from Him? Are we on the border, still not sure and moving with caution, or have we opened our hearts to dwell in the depths of His?

"The mercy of God gives life to man, it raises him from the dead. The Lord is always watching us with mercy, [always] awaits us with mercy. Let us be not afraid to approach him! He has a merciful heart! If we show our inner wounds, our sins, He always forgives us. He is pure mercy! Let us never forget this: He is pure mercy! Let us go to Jesus!" Pope Francis

Let us embrace the mercy and forgiveness of Jesus  trusting Him and opening ourselves so that our hearts shares the rhythm of His as He embraces us!

Invitation to Healing

“Our Father is patient. He loves us, he gives us Jesus to guide us on the way which leads to the promised land. Jesus is the light who brightened the darkness. Our Father forgives always. He is our peace and light.” Pope Francis 12/25/13

To those who mourn:

It is said that God can bring good out of all things, even the worst of sins if the sinner is truly repentant.  There was a time when I would have found this hard to believe-especially if the sin were the one I had committed. The “unforgivable” sin of abortion. Now I know through personnel experience that this is true. God does bring good out of all things…if we let Him.

I know that some of you are probably thinking, “but I had more than one abortion” or “mine was probably worse than hers” or “no one forced me to abort,” etc. My answer to you is this process of healing from abortion isn’t about who you are and what you have done, it is about who He is and what He has done.

When I look back at where I have come from, the guilt, the shame, the grief, it is with continual amazement and a deep joy and gratitude that I live my life now. Instead of doubting His love and goodness towards me, I have come to expect it.

The mercy of God for those who dare to take the journey of healing from abortion with Him in complete trust and abandonment, is there for the taking, bringing with it a new found life, one that is full of peace.  This peace is there because He now lives within me. I no longer feel the need to be perfect. I have bared my soul before the Lord and He has loved me in spite of my imperfections, even because of them.  I no longer fear abandonment, for I have learned He never abandoned me, even after my abortion. Through my healing, He has taught me compassion and mercy for others. I am careful not to judge for I know where I have come from and how I needed compassion and mercy.  Through my child lost to abortion, He has taught me to truly love, not self-centered attachments to satisfy my own needs. Through the forgiveness I have been shown by God and my child I have learned to forgive others, even myself. Because of the love I have found in God I am less afraid of the suffering we must all face in life because I am not alone in it, but He is always with me.

I won’t lie to you. It is a difficult journey. You must face yourself honestly. It is frightening to see the many faults we have and for us who are post abortive, the very things we often have to face are sometimes the same fears that caused us to choose to abort our children to begin with.  The paradox is that facing these things, like abandonment, self love, pride, etc., are the very things that will set us free from them and no matter how hard the journey, it is never as difficult as what you are living with now.

So, I invite you and pray that you will begin your journey towards healing by reaching out to those trained to help. By educating yourself on the very real issues relating to post abortion, and most importantly, by putting your trust in God even if you don’t  “feel” trustful.  You are not alone in your feelings; there are reasons for them. There is no room for “politics” or controversy in abortion. We have lost our children and need to be allowed to grieve for them. Through healing you will become a better person in spite of your abortion. God, through His mercy and love, is waiting for you.

I will be praying for you.
Theresa Bonopartis

 

Entering Canaan Ministry

Entering Canaan ministers to women, men, and siblings on their journey to healing from the pain, isolation, and silent suffering of abortion to the freedom of forgiveness, healing and peace through Christ.

 

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